How am I to live?

I'm totally lost and fully dependent
My fear is increasing, and logic-transcendent
No movies, no tv, no music, no streaming
It has me so scared and on edge of screaming

This is my last bit of time with internet. I undershot my internet and canceled it for this weekend, thinking that I would be moving out of my apartment today. Unfortunately for me...I'm still in the apartment this week, but with no internet.

Trying to figure out how to function with stone tools and a bonfire.